Justice and fairness are poles apart. Ask anyone who has had anything to do with the legal system and they will tell you. They probably didn’t get justice or fairness. What is legal and right are two totally different things and never shall they meet.
I am suffering from the hands of the illegal, unfair and unjust. This will be joyful news to my tormentor. Good on you. Keep going. Am I going to break? No. Will I ever work again in my chosen field— probably not. They were successful. They did it. Hooray for them and all the people they encouraged to harass, intimidate but most importantly to believe.
They believed you.
You won.
But I didn’t lose.
You maintain your army of the minds you have manipulated. You have to convince them over and over again, like any brain washing technique, that you are the right one, you are the worthy one, you are the hard done by. You deserve all the money.
They give it to you.
Money is all it is about. Not community. Not shared interest. Just money. Money makes justice. Money makes fairness. Money can buy justice. Without it, you lose. You can be trampled to death by an abuser, and have no recourse without money.
It’s OK. I understand.
Keep going. Keep telling yourself what you need to. Keep telling everyone else what you need to. In 2 years time when you’re still blaming me, maybe then people will listen. But for now, you have them where you want them.
I won’t ever work where I wanted to. Maybe the lesson for me is, it was never what it seemed, and I should have known better. There are lots of other things I can do. That is what is just and fair. I can do anything. You can only manipulate for so long before the well runs dry. And it’s drying up as I watch.
Carry on
